“Oh yeah, Hiiragi is a whole other kettle of fish.”

…I think I died on that line. xD Courtesy of a fellow Polychromatic role-player. xDDD Made me laugh so hard I cried. xD

I’ve been thinking a lot about life recently… I can’t really sleep much at night because of it too.

Looking back at how naive I once was in college, I’ve realized life is a heck of a lot more difficult that it seems. I had pictured that I’d be living alone once I’m 24, and yet here I am, living with my parents… I keep thinking it’s an excuse since my Mom wants me to stay by her side all the time but… That’s what it is, an excuse.

…dude, I’m still playing in RP Land for goodness sake. -_-;;;

I don’t know why, but I feel like time is running out on me. It’s not the “I’m going to die in a few months” sort of thing, but… something very similar. And I’ve learned to listen to my 6th sense… You can’t deny it, and you can’t prove it either, it’s just there…

…I totally need to stop thinking now, and draw more Hiiragi x Kurumi stuffs. I must finish this AMV! I MUST!!! And I need to ask some help from Mike with Flash, as well as my nephew. :3

I seem to have developed a taste for blood.

…yes, I’m being serious and no, not human blood.

It’s interesting to me anyway… I was eating Fried Milk Fish last night for dinner. The insides of the fish, particularly the rib cage, left some uncooked blood on it. It was safe to eat, since it was heated, and at first, I was pretty much grossed out and removed all the blood, putting it to the side of my plate.

…I just stared at it for a while, thinking of how bitter it was (since I tasted cooked, coagulated fish blood before). But this was still… liquid-y.

After finishing my dinner, my curiosity got the best of me.

So I placed some of that blood on my finger and licked it.

…it surprisingly tastes a lot like… human blood.

Don’t give me that look!!! D: Have you never tasted the blood from a wound before? Dx And that particular fish’s… really tasted like human blood…

It was sweet… And I liked it…

…wadahel is wrong with me?! T_T

Interesting.

Loveless’ anime wasn’t much of a yaoi as I had originally feared… In fact, aside from 2 or 3 episodes, it was a lot less shonen ai-ish than Yami no Matsuei.

I wasn’t particularly interested in this anime when it came out. But due to role playing in POLYchromatic, Kuromi had a chance encounter with Soubi. I’m not sure how much of a pervert this guy really is, because other people have told me the manga reveals a lot more about Soubi than the anime.

But… Kuromi adores Soubi now. He was there for her when Hiiragi disappeared. Being the smooth talker Soubi is, she’s practically swooning~! xD She doesn’t know that Soubi prefers little boys like Ritsuka yet, though I’m pretty sure she’ll be crushed once she finds out.

Oh~~ Hiiragi~~ You’re in BIG trouble now~ xD

…now I want to cosplay Ritsuka. That episode where Soubi had his ears pierced by Ritsuka makes me want to pierce my ears too… ;x;